Last day of May

Happy birthday to Lala..

Today exam, BIS. Can actually say guarantee pass.
Haha.. the exam questions just use only one paper.. Unexpected for the end smester exam. I thought the question should at least more than one lol..
However, the exam supposed to be easy yet i didnt do it properly.
I was expect to at least get A for this. Now seems almost impossible as i left out more than 10 mark without answers...

Just now, listening to radio on the way home as usual, i heard a song that is very touch..
Which i'm currently hearing now.. I like this song becos it really nice and the lyrics are also very nice...

编曲:陈飞午

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

今天考试，觉得不是很理想。。
老实说，自从来这里读书到现在，这是我第二次担心考不过。。
其实不是很难读,只是这个学期总是不能专心很多事,很烦恼...

总是想一切都是最好的安排..
有时候,觉得很孤单..虽然朋友很多,但能坦诚说真心话的却没有..
还是他们有更多的事。。。
想要越靠近,却变成更远..

生活一天一天的过,过的是一天又一天的挑战..
虽然能力强,但寡不敌从..
是不是越突出的人就越孤单..
所知道的越多凡而更不自在..
背着一些事情会让脚步变得很慢。。
很想放下这些负担，但总是放不下。。
有些记忆，想法就是这么的约束。。
好想好想。。抱着你。。

李笔

EXAM^^

A few more hours to go to exam.. Everybody worrying bout exam, and me also included..
I almost give up to study this subject.. However now is different...
Sometimes just a simple phone call.. , a voice.. can make a difference..
I just called some1 at this hour.. a simple call,.. a simple chat.. Thanx
Now, i wanna start to study again... Starting to feel it.. a strength...

YEAH, strike the exam hall^o^

22 May 2007

Today was an happy day..
Start the day with early in the morning.. i woke up earlier than i planned.. however when i woke up, Rinto and Jemmy just bout to leave the house. It was so early!!^^
Then i was wanna slp again, but i when i saw my hp, i remember i have agreed to go earlier..
And today unusual of me to watch the "早安您好" this morning(just a while). And i noticed today will raining, so i rushed to go off... and true, it was raining on the halfway^^

When reach skul, as usual, the "act cool" of me have breakfast alone in the canteen^^..
Haha, after that when to library, wanted to study but ended up sleep in library after read a few pages..
After that i went into the class. Today BF class supposed to have a minitest again. I tot the topic would be about last 2 lessons.. T.T, i wrong!! So ended up doin trash... hais, i was totally went into my own thinking world again..
After the solvency, again the conclusion is the same, which is "i'm not ready for exam yet". therefore i have to study lor.. And i dunno why, keep having a feel that the BF subject is a very challenging topic to study... however i got a bit distracted..^^

When finish today lesson, actually planned to go library alone again.. however out of my expectation, got to chat with my "old" buds^^ which light up my day^^///hoho...
Been a long time never like this... haha... feel like went back to when just come to skul..
Then after parting off, have dinner with Yunita in Megabite. Dunno why, today feel the smell very strong from the canteen which i never felt it. My frens have mentioned to me b4, but i
never notice it.. Today the smell just too strong make me dun like to go there.^^

After that, we went into the classroom to continue our braincells killing!!!
MATH!! i also feel this subject it very challenging(if can study this subject seperately without DMS). Today is the last class for this bridging course. The strange thing is that today is the 1st time i dun feel tired in the class, mayb becos today in good mood lol^^
Today lesson quite interesting, the lecture(Dr.Andrew Toon) keep joking^^..
and my suprise is when i heard from Yunita that our library have his books(he is the author)..
TOday lesson, without Jez, Rinto come to get me.. haha... looks like he cant sit for too long...
After today lesson, some frens might not able to meet again... those i knew but i forgot wat is your name, sorry hoh... i'm not gud in remembering name..^^

Strangely today got so many to write..
Hmm, still a lot to write ah... however something need to be done... haaih...

cya

My heart

• Fine Gals Open My Eyes, Smart Gals Open My Mind But Only A Sweet Gal Can Open My Heart!
• How Can I Get over You When You is All I Think About?
• How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them, It Makes You Want Them Even More!
• How Come You Have Enough Time To Go Out And Make Other People Fall In Love With You, But You Don't Have Enough Time To Pay Attention To The One Who Already Does!
• How Do I Stop Crying When The One Person That Can Make Me Stop Is The One That Made Me Start!
• I Love When You Look At Me, Cause I Know For A Second You've Crossed My Mind!
• I Love You But You Don't Love Me!
• I Loved You Once, I Love You Still, Always Have And Always Will!
• I Loved You Once, You Loved Me Once, I Loved You Twice, But You Forgot, You Never Loved Me, You Never Will But Even So I Love You Still!
• I Never Really Noticed I Never ReallY Cared, How Much I Love You, But Now It's Drifferent And I Just Want To Say I Love You!
• I Never Thought That There Would Be A Day Where I Forgot All My Problems But Then The Day I Met You Came And They All Just Ran Away!

Friends

• A Stranger Stabs You In The Front. A Boyfriend Stabs You In The Heart. A Friend Stabs You In The Back, But Best Friends Don't Carry Knives!
• Don't Turn Your Back On Your Friends, Because It's The Best Target!
• Always Be Yourself And Say What You Feel, Cause Those Who Mind Don't Matter And Those Who Matter Don't Mind!
• Friends Are Like Elevator Buttons, They Can Either Take You Up Or Bring You Down, Choose Wisely!
• Friends Are Like Stars They Come And Go But The One's That Stay Are The One's That Glow!

谢谢你

I happen to saw this quote :
Loving someone doesnt need a reason. If you can explain, its not called "Love"... its called "Like"...


In pursuing our goals, not very strange if we meet some setback which could make us frustated, make us hold back and in the end give up..
However in the journey, it is important to keep reminding ourselves what we really want and of course get support, either mentally or physically...

如今我想表达我的谢意，谢谢你洪诗婷。。(i'm not always list out ppl name in here)
Thanks for the supporting... Keep encourage me when i'm not so motivated even when u r not around here... 对不起，为了避免不必要的误会，我从来没有回你的简讯，然而你不断的寄简讯让我感到很感动。。对不起，如果让你伤心了。。。

谢谢

Worry the exam...^^

Wah, this is the 2nd time i worry bout the exam since study DMS ler.. Hw ah... Shit ar...
Really have to put in my best liao!!

Need time to compose my pace

These few days, have been disturbed by the toothache,,.. Haih.. shit...
Today, friday, as i have postponed my trip back to TBK. Hold off, doesn't mean give up...
I just realize that i have been too greedy.. I want everything... However, i learn that even greatest have its limits. So i need to slow down my pace, to compose myself better again..
Hold off, doesn't mean GIVE UP. That's for ppl also.. I didnt do anything, doesn't mean, i hv give up.. I just need time.. i need time to compose everything in order.. or everything else seems so messy....

It's all rite to have a great goal in our life.. However when we see the goal directly, it will seems so far to reach.. so big.. almost impossible.. and that's just for now...
So for easier to live our life... i have keep reading the motivation poster beside me now..
"Take each day, one at a time". And from what i remember whether from books or from my fren said that if we can achive the goal itself, then we shall divide that goal into small part for us to achive.. Just like if asking how the ants will eat up an elephant? By taking it part by part...
Therefore, now my goal in my sight is to take on the exam with all my effort in it.
Always believe in "I DO THE BEST, GOD WILL DO THE REST", so that it wont matter as long as i put in all efforts.


Keep for IT!!

经一事长一智

经过了时间的磨练，我们都在成长。。
经一事长一智，我也随着时间和困难的磨练，逐渐形成了现在的我。。。
经过的越多，学到得更多，也发现更多的东西等着我去学习。。。
岁月不饶人，我学会了很多东西，也留下了许多的遗憾。。。
然而，时间不断的行走，我们也不断的成长。。。
问题，是给我们解决的考验。。。
解决了越多的问题，我们也会变得越有能力。。
前段时间的我，有着许多的遗憾，问题，疑惑。。而开始失去了自我。。

幸好，我还可以再出发。。。在一次重新开始///

Hmm, now my days are better up liao..

After come back, i got a new hairstyle...

Heee, actually i love this hairstyle..

This make me feel more fresh^^

These few days, nothing much happen for skul.. jus the exam is coming,.. so far everybody seems anxious for the exam... as for me, i haven prepare for it.. like the BF lesson, he suddenly gave us Miny test.. walao. some of us just stun at there stare at the paper...T.T

dun wanna left the paper blank.. i just write whatever i can... in the end i just do the 1st question. and just waiting for the ans... Hais, very sad ah... i cant do the question.. I'm not ready yet.. This semester my pace seems have been slowed down abit.. was affected..

Now is the time to recover liao...^^ And i have cancelled my trip to TBK next week due to some reasons. And exam is one of them^^..

Now, at this time, doin some thing. Some paper work. Hmm, a request from some1.. i'm very gladly to help, especially request from her... Hahaha..

KK, now more time to waste liao.. Chiong^^

Happy Mother's day

Father, Mother and Mario
My Sis-in-Law with Mario

母亲快乐

Oh, i'm so shock...

Now, i'm so shock.. accidentally surf the web.. i found an article bout "Indo 15 May 1998" Riots..
Hmm, so shock, so sad.. frustated.. feel a bit scared.. i feel how those ppl felt..
Even if it was a few years ago.. i really cant imagine.. such kind of things happen..!!

As i was surfing, i found the website... and i keep reading the related articles until now.. my mind is so blank... suddenly feel empty.. in my heart begin to fear, fear ppl, the ppl from homecountry... how can they be so cruel!! even children also ...
as the pics are so gruesome... i cant post here...
a bit dissappointeed..
Well... nth i can do now.. only can pray...
hope those victims, can rest well...

Waduh, walamak..

OMG, the time almost used up...
One week agreement almost used up. And i haven really study..
OMG OMG, have to kick up the book now.. hahaha..
Finally, almost close down all the projects stuffs.. tmr and i'll fully concentrate to study liao...
Hmm, how ah, my time to study always being wasted... haih...
Grrr...
have to start really study le, but in the end still holding the book that are not related to skul modules... hahaa..
i like learning.. not too like studying..

kk, finish today by blank2.. still late to skul.. haih.. it seems that i have begin to lazy liao..
Hmm, infected by who huh...^^ haha...
hmm, still blur2 le.. one thing at a time.. now knock it out!!
Buey buey

Take control!!

Oh, my my... have been disturbed by the toothache for few days.. today feel better now, just still a bit giddy..
Today i finally able to eat in Sakae Sushi. The first time since i come to Singapore. I was hoping goin there for a long time. Today finally somebody ask me to go. Of cos i'll go along. I'm not taking any side. I do what i think is my rights. It is my rights to choose who i shall go with. So pls dun try to mess up my mood.. I have been not in good condition these few days.., EMO so called..^^ Moody ^^

Today was planning to finish the presentation early. In the end we finish the presentation bout 5pm. I only saw Jez so excited bout presentation lol.. the rest r so cold until freeezzee..

So after presentation, we were rushing to Bugis. When we reach there, the time has passed. I was feeling bad that because of waiting for me make everyone missed the buffet time.. -_-
Thanks god, he comfort me with saying even if we rush there still late..,. ooh..

I was sad since hav pass the buffet time, we sure cancel to eat in Sakae Sushi. However they still dun change their mind, and goin Sakae to eat... Huff, glad.. if i missed out today, i have to wait again until the end of the year or never can eat... =_-''

T.T , in the end i'm glad i go to eat. I did enjoy the meal. Even if cost me bomb..
Hmm, just a bit not feeling well. I cant catch up with their steps, cos i cant walk faster today..

N feel very uncomfortable, since they r couple2, left me n Nicole..

oh my, i just hoping.. more ppl come..

And now finally, my body begin to recover, and begin to take control again for my days..
WaKe up early, have breakfast, go to skul^^ M STudy!!

Today just dun feel good...

Today just dun feel good... OMG, cant sleep for the whole night,.. Disturbed by the toothache...:(
Today is the submit date of our BF project.. i ...

also in today, oh.. kacau deh,,.. so trouble.. shit,..
dunno wat to write now.. not in the mood..
ANGRY!!+CONFUSE+DILEMMA+SICK+TOOTHACHE+HEADACHE+GIDDY-_-
Today was very sad, disappointed to hear some strong words again..

Wah, today just not my day, all my body feel not rite, cant move freely.. Really like UNCLE^^, broken bones.. AAAh..

no more, i shall wait, and pass the day...
Past is past, however i seem still entangled over the past.. ....

It is not a good feeling

Well, it is not a good feeling to be a bad guy...
Sometimes it has to be.. I'm sorry to make u sad..

• How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them, It Makes You Want Them Even More!
• How Come You Have Enough Time To Go Out And Make Other People Fall In Love With You, But You Don't Have Enough Time To Pay Attention To The One Who Already Does!
• How Do I Stop Crying When The One Person That Can Make Me Stop Is The One That Made Me Start!
• I Know That I have to Find Someone New, But All I Find Is Myself, Always Thinking Of You!
• Do You Know From Reading This You Have Wasted 10 Seconds Of Your Life!^^

Should i? Should i not??

Wuih, today start with a heave feeling... -_-''.. toothache!!
Ouch!! HUrt T.T
After reaching the skul, the pain just cant go, OMG, today i broke record for the times goin to toilet^^, cos i'm drinking too much water.. Just feel not enough.. keep feeling thirsty.. but feel full...
Today actually we have prepare to present the website, however our group is in the 12th place...
Whatever, some groups really caught my attention...(Angkat jempol^^)
have a load to learn...

Today cant concentrate at all, cant do project since last nite, huuh, stress lar...
Hahaha, exercise is the best way to relieve stress for me^^...
UUh, now big headache... walamak, feel giddy in the most crucial time...
After reaching home, feel better.. after rest a while should start finish the project.

Hmm, "g dikacangin"!! 谢特！！Bener deh.. -_-''
Greatly fall in dillema... T.T , feel far away, far from reach...
..........sorry 4 HM,ST,HT....

Still have a lot to do..., however with the help of planning board has make me easier to focus!!

FOCUS IS POWER!! (Correct direction)

Too many choices, not always good..T.T

When we need to make decision upon the choices given, sometimes could be very headache...
HAhaha.. Who says have choices always good??
Hais, too many choices also do no good..
This morning, i receive a sms from someone who didnt sms for quite a long time, about half year... I wonder where she got my phone number? As i know, not so many ppl from there know my number...
Anyway, it is good to hear news from old fren, to know how do they do...

T.T , hahaha a week full of suprises...

Someday i sure kena heart attack lar, so many things cant tell...
Hahaha... Why those come always not the one u want?
So actually i know the feeling,.. i'm feel as a bad guy to reject, but wat can i do^^
I hope i had the courage as they have...

This is my Vision Board as at 30 April 2007
Now, 05 May 2007

Today was so boring when waiting bus..

Heeheee, this is our secret product called Eternal Beauty^^, the result of this product is amazingly can see and feel on the spot.!! AMAZING!!

Today, up and down...

Now is midnite 1.07am, so yesterday which is friday, actually feel very tired and a bit down as we cant submit the project as it haven finish... However i dun mind, cos i cant give them too much pressure..
Today BF lesson actually quite interesting... At least have burn up my interest as i was in MA and POA... Hahaha, i think i'm more interested in account subject lo..
After the lesson i went to customer service, to pay and ask some information...
Hahaha, a funny sentences i heard today is "DIE DIE ALSO MUST PASS"^^
It was so funny during our conversation... then at the payment counter i left my OTQM textbook at THERE!! Heng ah, that person call me again, so funny... just one lady(payment counter) never smile. Huh, am i owing u money!! Hee, is every pregneant always moody and never smile?? At least smile a bit ma, i have show u my precious smile^^ hee

Actually today i already sick liao.. But as i have promised to Garry and Meriani i will go down office tonite, so i go down... However, everytime i go down, i always come back with some new knowledge...

Haha, today i make a DECISION, i planning go back to Balai on 18-20 may 2007. As for that is my last period to fight for NLC n Shanghai... Target 20 UNITS!! I'm so eager to fight everytime see Robinson, Sylvia, and Chris...


As for now i have to finish up all my assignment and tutorial question as i'll have less time to prepare DMS EXAM.. and Math exam^^

Meaningful

I happen to haven sleep... now waiting for other members to send me the work they hav done..
Hais, i think tonite i'll be KO liao lar^^.. Haih, no incentive marks..
So now i arrange my documents while listening songs... i found this sentenses very interesting,.. somehow some are really really.... hahaha...
Keep reading till the end ya^^

1. I Know At Graduation Day I'm Gonna Cry, Because I Know I Found Friends That Are True Til I Die!
2. Don't Cry Because It's Over, Smile Because It Happened!
3. Don't Cry Over Anyone Who Won't Cry Over You!
4. Don't Deny It Until You Try It!
5. Dream As If You'll Live Forever…Live As If You'll Die Tomorrow!
6. For Every Minute You Spend Angry, You loose Sixty Seconds Of Hapiness!
7. How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them, It Makes You Want Them Even More!
8. How Come You Have Enough Time To Go Out And Make Other People Fall In Love With You, But You Don't Have Enough Time To Pay Attention To The One Who Already Does!
9. How Do I Stop Crying When The One Person That Can Make Me Stop Is The One That Made Me Start!
10. I Know That I have to Find Someone New, But All I Find Is Myself, Always Thinking Of You!

Do You Know From Reading This You Have Wasted 10 Seconds Of Your Life!^^

Happy Mother's day..

Hi, Mother's day is coming...
Wonder what should i give her..
Hmm, wonder what my brothers will do for her at that day..
Haha, can be funny to think bout last year mother's day...
Too bad this year i cant stay with her.. At least, have to give her something...

What should i give??^^

What will you give^^??

Wuih, been busy with Project..

Wuh, been busy with project..
Actually wanna post after the project done.. but today i meet a beautiful misunderstand...
so wanna post out today feelinf,
haha, actually i was happy when he said "you see your girlfren.. bla bla..."
Funny lo... suddenly come here and say like that.. make me stun at there..
Hahaha,... anyway.. one day pass again.. after project would more interesting
Go for project...

Yeah, holiday for 2 days..

Huff, got 2 days holiday, yeah...
I'm grateful i can fully use my time to the fullest.. even if i dun get the result i wanted, i get the experience, i got to learn...
Monday actually waiting for my fren to ask for badminton, but in the end, waiting for nothing...
nvm, that's ok..
Planning to study and do project... in the end only read a bit part.. hais.. cant concentrate..


Today, i planning to meet Efendi's Aunt, but she went out..
then i went to meet up with Chris, to visit Ted's aunt..
thanks to Chris for willing to spend his time to hepl me..
Oh, thanks... after finish the sharing, we went to take dinner...
today somehow i like never feel full.., always feel hungry.. -_-.. mayb a bit overhungry&^^

After that directly come back Eunos becos i supposed to meet up with Randy to explain bout Dr.Diet...
After finish, move on to Dhoby Ghaut, to meet with Robinson to meet his fren.. however today kena "put plane"... -_-.. i just hope he can learn the lesson..,.

Now in front of the laptop.. face up seeing my vision board, and this make me feel the energy to continue calculation... '

all rite.. time to move on.. bye

Bread for the whole week

Wah, today i spend most of the time in home...
After bout 4pm then go to Bugis NLB to return a book..
Stay in the library until 7pm then go to AMK to meet the others..
While in the library, i found some books bout "UFO"..
Haha, whole time reading bout the UFO and see the pics.. One thing irritating is that when i was in library is there is an uncle, receive a call in the library then talking like he is in his home..
Walao, library le,,, at least keep your sounds lower ma... Looks like a businessman, but dunno the manner in library... ckckckc..
B4 leave the library, i borrow 3 books.. feel that i made the member card, at least have to use it..

After leave the library, i directly went to AMK... Becos in hurry, i didnt get to eat.. and finally forgot to eat also...
After reach there, run stomach ache...
At there i meet Robinson and his parents, Lili, Sylvia and Teddy.. in the station i also met my classmate Jasmine...

Today event is learning Guasa,.. to my suprised is that Limin already at there when we finally reach the stokist...
Haha, today got to learn again... YES!!

Another thing is, today felt sick... i getting sick for taking bread for every meal.. T.T