Today i just attend a workshop in skul.
Hmm, how should i put it.
Overall i'm not so satisfied with this workshop as i dun feel the feeling in a workshop.
It's so simple...
But i did still learn something, still acceptable la..
Today topic is "the art of teamwork". From today i knew some frens again.
And i met Francis as wat i expected. He is always there..
Today, i'll do some evaluation.
My current ability:
-Communication skill
-Interpersonal skill
-Listening Skill
Need improvement :
-Planning skill
-Commitment
-NLP
-Analyzing skill
Therefore i'll start to do some scheduling and i'll keep to my planning on..!!
Friday, 27 July 2007
Monday - Friday
Time goes without waiting for man..
And without my realize, today already friday which is another week gonna end..
From monday to thursday, most of us were busy with the test.
And among the time, there are so many thing happens.
1stly, i hav send money back to home as they need it.
This make me worry if i should continue to study in here. The funds were prepared to let me stay here and study. But now, my mom did ask me to send some money back as she said needed. Hmm.. worry.. The solution is i need income now. I cant only depend on the fund in the bank account. What should i do since i got limitation in Sg to get income. Everything i do i illegal cos i hold student pass..
2nd, i did tried to avoid direct contact with her....
i wonder what she will think,..
Mayb i'm just too tired to take everything on..
Actually today i felt so sad, but i just didnt want to think, at least i'll feel better..
And this is the reason why i avoid. Whatever la..
I'm lazy to think now.. Sometimes i thk better to act as i dunno...
.................How Can I Get over You When You is All I Think About?
How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them, It Makes You Want Them Even More!!
And without my realize, today already friday which is another week gonna end..
From monday to thursday, most of us were busy with the test.
And among the time, there are so many thing happens.
1stly, i hav send money back to home as they need it.
This make me worry if i should continue to study in here. The funds were prepared to let me stay here and study. But now, my mom did ask me to send some money back as she said needed. Hmm.. worry.. The solution is i need income now. I cant only depend on the fund in the bank account. What should i do since i got limitation in Sg to get income. Everything i do i illegal cos i hold student pass..
2nd, i did tried to avoid direct contact with her....
i wonder what she will think,..
Mayb i'm just too tired to take everything on..
Actually today i felt so sad, but i just didnt want to think, at least i'll feel better..
And this is the reason why i avoid. Whatever la..
I'm lazy to think now.. Sometimes i thk better to act as i dunno...
.................How Can I Get over You When You is All I Think About?
How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them, It Makes You Want Them Even More!!
Whatever....
Waaah, keep busying from last week till now..
However now that i think back, i forgot wat i was busy about...^^
1stly is our frens came from Batam(indo). They came bcos one of our fren's sis was having attachment party at Aloha Loyang, at Pasir Ris.
We went party for the whole nite.. didnt sleep,..
And i got learn some magic tricks^^ from Teddy and Amin..
Until next day, which is saturday.. we went home in the morning.. Rinto and i skip class today..
After reach home, we went to WWW(Wild Wild Wet).... Huh, fun but tiring...
Then the nite, we went to MOS!! And i met some frens, some classmates, but i didnt really chat with them^^..
GHost! Dead beat!!
The next day(sunday), early in the morning we woken up -_- to go to Bedok..
To buy some clothes.. And i bought a shoes at there...
After Bedok, we went to Bugis to meet up with Sukarni, Aprilyanto, and Benyamin..
Then we went to pray at Temple.. After that, went ..... forgot liao... then meet up with Teddy..
After walk around, they decided to go home to rest a while b4 goin back to indo...
But left Martius and me to go to Bukit Gombak(or batuk??, i dun remember).
And along the way, we chit chat a bit la.. with topic bout our frens...
Well, these can be some reflection also... Who and who and why and why and how...
Hais... really ah... A lot of things, but as frens.. is it ok to keep quiet?
Whatever lo.. too much to write down.. k..
However now that i think back, i forgot wat i was busy about...^^
1stly is our frens came from Batam(indo). They came bcos one of our fren's sis was having attachment party at Aloha Loyang, at Pasir Ris.
We went party for the whole nite.. didnt sleep,..
And i got learn some magic tricks^^ from Teddy and Amin..
Until next day, which is saturday.. we went home in the morning.. Rinto and i skip class today..
After reach home, we went to WWW(Wild Wild Wet).... Huh, fun but tiring...
Then the nite, we went to MOS!! And i met some frens, some classmates, but i didnt really chat with them^^..
GHost! Dead beat!!
The next day(sunday), early in the morning we woken up -_- to go to Bedok..
To buy some clothes.. And i bought a shoes at there...
After Bedok, we went to Bugis to meet up with Sukarni, Aprilyanto, and Benyamin..
Then we went to pray at Temple.. After that, went ..... forgot liao... then meet up with Teddy..
After walk around, they decided to go home to rest a while b4 goin back to indo...
But left Martius and me to go to Bukit Gombak(or batuk??, i dun remember).
And along the way, we chit chat a bit la.. with topic bout our frens...
Well, these can be some reflection also... Who and who and why and why and how...
Hais... really ah... A lot of things, but as frens.. is it ok to keep quiet?
Whatever lo.. too much to write down.. k..
My Group members
NO change in position,
From left : David, Adam Zhang Hai Bin, Kenneth, Jesisca Fong, Anqi
Thursday, 19 July 2007
今天又如往常，早上上课。。
下午呢就和朋友一起吃午餐。。
今天本来的计划是要独自在study room 里面自己读书。。。
但是最后还是和他们聊天。。
还好最后有在讨论关于Business Law 的一些问题。。。
所以也算是上了一棵。。
在和他们谈论的时候，我又不自觉的想着她。。
想说他们在student lounge 里做什么呢？
我已经要学着放开。。 现在我的办法就是尽量避免和她在一起汰久。。
因为她对我的影响力实在太大了。。
我不懂，这样做事否错了。。 我乱了。。
我不懂，该如何去晚会最基本的友情。。
我输了，我将失去了一个朋友。。也许会更多。。
但在她面前，我实在无法忍受。。。
也许这会是最好的。。安排。。
我一些朋友已经开始劝我放弃了。。
我跟他们讲，我会尝试看看。。
也许现在能做的就是尽量避免跟她外出。。还有一起活动。。
我想也只能静静的离去。。去找回我自己了。。
找回我的方向
找回我的原则
找回我的地盘
找回我的领域
找回我的目标
找回我的态度
找回我的任务。。。等等。。
Friends are everywhere,
True friends are there where there are no more friends..
下午呢就和朋友一起吃午餐。。
今天本来的计划是要独自在study room 里面自己读书。。。
但是最后还是和他们聊天。。
还好最后有在讨论关于Business Law 的一些问题。。。
所以也算是上了一棵。。
在和他们谈论的时候，我又不自觉的想着她。。
想说他们在student lounge 里做什么呢？
我已经要学着放开。。 现在我的办法就是尽量避免和她在一起汰久。。
因为她对我的影响力实在太大了。。
我不懂，这样做事否错了。。 我乱了。。
我不懂，该如何去晚会最基本的友情。。
我输了，我将失去了一个朋友。。也许会更多。。
但在她面前，我实在无法忍受。。。
也许这会是最好的。。安排。。
我一些朋友已经开始劝我放弃了。。
我跟他们讲，我会尝试看看。。
也许现在能做的就是尽量避免跟她外出。。还有一起活动。。
我想也只能静静的离去。。去找回我自己了。。
找回我的方向
找回我的原则
找回我的地盘
找回我的领域
找回我的目标
找回我的态度
找回我的任务。。。等等。。
Friends are everywhere,
True friends are there where there are no more friends..
Wednesday, 18 July 2007
Monday, 16 July 2007
Recognition awards at Conrad Hotel
Monday, another new day of a new week. Another of a boring day, everyday repetitively same, doing same thing over and over again.
Today, i was suprisingly skip class. Today i skip my math class during the last one hour. Cos today i really dun feel well... I start felt not well during today Macro's lesson. I dunno why..
Feel very giddy...
Well, after the math class ended, i went back to get my schoolbag(but i lost my hat, the security said he will inform me if my hat "flew" to him, lol^^). Then went again to hav pre-dinner with Jing Wei. After finish the pre-dinner^^, we planned to go city hall as i was invited by my fren to go and attend their recognition awards.
In this event which is located in Conrad Hotel, i found it was so grand. Almost all ppl there are wearing formal wear. And i was a bit pissed off when a lady come and pointed us for not wearing formal. Huh, thanks god that we treated as guest, therefore we're ok to access..
The interesting is that we found that in the hall, they're so extremely active. The whole enviroment seems so powerful. It felt that we watch soccer at the spot!! The sound of the supporter are so sounds... One more thing i found is that they are all so young!!! At least for us, who are 20, hearing those below 20 to receive the awards and give speech. Two of the receivers i remember most, one is a strong and fit guy(i forgot his name), another is a young lady(should be gal, only 19!!). I forgot her name as well, i only remember her name start with "M". The whole room enviroment is so cheerful, but too bad we sat at the wrong place, so we cant shout freely as them. U know, it was kind of Destress also to be like that...
Well, among the speech, i keep troubled by those who dun forgot to thanks their parents.
And this as well also remind me that i still have my parents, so i have to treat them better as long as i can...
Hmm, that's all for today...
Now a bit troubled as this friday, 20-07-2007, is the day of one of my best frens' sister registration for married. And we shall be invited to go to Pasir Ris. That day, most my best frens would be there, so i also wanna meet them there.
But in other point, we still have class at saturday(i'm a bit worry), and 2nd i also wanna go to Aljunied at that friday...
Hmmm, wat should i do?
If i go Pasir Ris, i would be able to meet my frens, celebrate and party with them until morning. But it also means i have to sacrifice saturday's class, friday business meeting.
If i go Aljunied, i would be able to get a good prospect business parthner and able to learn something new. But if i go to Aljunied, i thk my frens would begin to despite me again. Thk that i only seen money matter more than frens. Sometimes those words are really hurts..
>>>>><<<<<<
!@#$%^&*(
Today, i was suprisingly skip class. Today i skip my math class during the last one hour. Cos today i really dun feel well... I start felt not well during today Macro's lesson. I dunno why..
Feel very giddy...
Well, after the math class ended, i went back to get my schoolbag(but i lost my hat, the security said he will inform me if my hat "flew" to him, lol^^). Then went again to hav pre-dinner with Jing Wei. After finish the pre-dinner^^, we planned to go city hall as i was invited by my fren to go and attend their recognition awards.
In this event which is located in Conrad Hotel, i found it was so grand. Almost all ppl there are wearing formal wear. And i was a bit pissed off when a lady come and pointed us for not wearing formal. Huh, thanks god that we treated as guest, therefore we're ok to access..
The interesting is that we found that in the hall, they're so extremely active. The whole enviroment seems so powerful. It felt that we watch soccer at the spot!! The sound of the supporter are so sounds... One more thing i found is that they are all so young!!! At least for us, who are 20, hearing those below 20 to receive the awards and give speech. Two of the receivers i remember most, one is a strong and fit guy(i forgot his name), another is a young lady(should be gal, only 19!!). I forgot her name as well, i only remember her name start with "M". The whole room enviroment is so cheerful, but too bad we sat at the wrong place, so we cant shout freely as them. U know, it was kind of Destress also to be like that...
Well, among the speech, i keep troubled by those who dun forgot to thanks their parents.
And this as well also remind me that i still have my parents, so i have to treat them better as long as i can...
Hmm, that's all for today...
Now a bit troubled as this friday, 20-07-2007, is the day of one of my best frens' sister registration for married. And we shall be invited to go to Pasir Ris. That day, most my best frens would be there, so i also wanna meet them there.
But in other point, we still have class at saturday(i'm a bit worry), and 2nd i also wanna go to Aljunied at that friday...
Hmmm, wat should i do?
If i go Pasir Ris, i would be able to meet my frens, celebrate and party with them until morning. But it also means i have to sacrifice saturday's class, friday business meeting.
If i go Aljunied, i would be able to get a good prospect business parthner and able to learn something new. But if i go to Aljunied, i thk my frens would begin to despite me again. Thk that i only seen money matter more than frens. Sometimes those words are really hurts..
>>>>><<<<<<
!@#$%^&*(
Sunday, 15 July 2007
Going JB
Today we go to JB. 1stly want to go there to support Sylvia who went there for a beauty contest.
Wow, and those are really beauties.. Hee.. i'll post up the pics when i receive them..
Today was fun... hee... at least for me.. i had fun... Very pity that we cant get the prizes..
Huh, i wish i can get that 2nd prize.!!! and there are so many things i wanna say but dunno how to say le,...Hee...
However, my mind is keep missing someone... thinking how good would it be if she can be there with me.. i wanted to share with her wat i have felt, wat i have seen, wat i have done. And i would also like to know, wat she felt, wat she think, and wat she done... But i really dun like keep calling her as i worry she might felt i'm too annoying...
Wow, and those are really beauties.. Hee.. i'll post up the pics when i receive them..
Today was fun... hee... at least for me.. i had fun... Very pity that we cant get the prizes..
Huh, i wish i can get that 2nd prize.!!! and there are so many things i wanna say but dunno how to say le,...Hee...
However, my mind is keep missing someone... thinking how good would it be if she can be there with me.. i wanted to share with her wat i have felt, wat i have seen, wat i have done. And i would also like to know, wat she felt, wat she think, and wat she done... But i really dun like keep calling her as i worry she might felt i'm too annoying...
Saturday, 14 July 2007
人善被人欺
每天其实都有很多可以写的，但应为有太多要写，所以一些我会有时间在补充。。
人善总是被人欺吗。。。 ？
今天很开心，但也有点不开心。。。。
开心的是能够和一群朋友在一起。。
然而，在玩起来的时候。。总觉得我愣在一旁。。
是我真的看起来很不合群吗？？
为什么总在大家玩得那么开心时，我却觉得很低落。。
被冷在一旁观看的我，就会不自觉的进入我自己的思想世界。。
在那时的我总在想，是我的想法真的和他们那么的和不来吗??
在此同时，我也正在矛盾着一些事情。。。
其中就有件事让我很困扰。。
我究竟该怎么提起勇气对她表示。。。
我进一步，她就退一步。。
而且，我很在意，我没他们那么回都你开心。。 这点事真的让我信心大跌。。。。
我好相快不行了。。
哎呀。。。好烦乱阿。。
好吧，今天就到此为此。。 那之睡虫已经睡了， 不好扰人清梦。。
既然我法敞开心胸的与人诉苦。。。我只有对不咯格发泄了!!
晚安。。。
人善总是被人欺吗。。。 ？
今天很开心，但也有点不开心。。。。
开心的是能够和一群朋友在一起。。
然而，在玩起来的时候。。总觉得我愣在一旁。。
是我真的看起来很不合群吗？？
为什么总在大家玩得那么开心时，我却觉得很低落。。
被冷在一旁观看的我，就会不自觉的进入我自己的思想世界。。
在那时的我总在想，是我的想法真的和他们那么的和不来吗??
在此同时，我也正在矛盾着一些事情。。。
其中就有件事让我很困扰。。
我究竟该怎么提起勇气对她表示。。。
我进一步，她就退一步。。
而且，我很在意，我没他们那么回都你开心。。 这点事真的让我信心大跌。。。。
我好相快不行了。。
哎呀。。。好烦乱阿。。
好吧，今天就到此为此。。 那之睡虫已经睡了， 不好扰人清梦。。
既然我法敞开心胸的与人诉苦。。。我只有对不咯格发泄了!!
晚安。。。
Friday, 13 July 2007
TAKE EACH DAY, ONE AT A TIME
One day at a time - this is enough.
Do not look back
and grieve over the past,
for it is gone.
Do not be troubled
about the future,
for it has yet to come.
Live in the present,
and make it so beautiful that it will worth
remembering.
Do not look back
and grieve over the past,
for it is gone.
Do not be troubled
about the future,
for it has yet to come.
Live in the present,
and make it so beautiful that it will worth
remembering.
Thursday, 5 July 2007
我个人的回忆
我又哭了，每当我一个人独处的时候。。。
一个人的寂寞容易想起在一起的快乐。。。
总是不经意的想起初次认识你的时候。。。
初次见你，只是觉得你会是我的同学。。。
学校外
初次偶遇，在第一广场与你逛了一圈。。。
映像是如此的深刻。。
学校期间，和你相处的非常愉快
虽然相处不久
相处过时，不知不觉喜欢你在我身旁。。。
但是现在已不同，你我距离越来越远。。。
我们到底怎么了，为何如此的靠近，却感觉如此的遥远。。
我真的很心痛，难受。。
你也一定不是很愉快。。
到底怎么办。。。？
一个人的寂寞容易想起在一起的快乐。。。
总是不经意的想起初次认识你的时候。。。
初次见你，只是觉得你会是我的同学。。。
学校外
初次偶遇，在第一广场与你逛了一圈。。。
映像是如此的深刻。。
学校期间，和你相处的非常愉快
虽然相处不久
相处过时，不知不觉喜欢你在我身旁。。。
但是现在已不同，你我距离越来越远。。。
我们到底怎么了，为何如此的靠近，却感觉如此的遥远。。
我真的很心痛，难受。。
你也一定不是很愉快。。
到底怎么办。。。？
Monday, 2 July 2007
So long....
Wau, finally start the last semester...
Today is the 1st day of the last semester of study for DMS.
However i cant bring myself up since finish the last semester's exam..
I wonder wat the hell i'm feeling now.. I cant bring up my mood, passion in everything i do now..
I felt that i hav something undone and keep disturbing my mind, but i dunno wat is that...
For Elken, today i felt a bit sorry for cant go to attend the meeting.. as i really feel dun like to go..
I hav ignore this since last exam period, and i still cant get my feeling back yet...
Take each day, one at a time..
I just wanted to do all the things to the fullest.. but..
Today i stay in skul until 4pm after having lunch with my frens
I was planned to study math or at least take the book out to revise a bit...
And just now, i was really a bit jealous.. and i really pissed off..
But i just cant express it out feeling that i'll get laughed for nothing...
But i'm really pissed off..
Totally crashed.. Huh!!
Today is the 1st day of the last semester of study for DMS.
However i cant bring myself up since finish the last semester's exam..
I wonder wat the hell i'm feeling now.. I cant bring up my mood, passion in everything i do now..
I felt that i hav something undone and keep disturbing my mind, but i dunno wat is that...
For Elken, today i felt a bit sorry for cant go to attend the meeting.. as i really feel dun like to go..
I hav ignore this since last exam period, and i still cant get my feeling back yet...
Take each day, one at a time..
I just wanted to do all the things to the fullest.. but..
Today i stay in skul until 4pm after having lunch with my frens
I was planned to study math or at least take the book out to revise a bit...
And just now, i was really a bit jealous.. and i really pissed off..
But i just cant express it out feeling that i'll get laughed for nothing...
But i'm really pissed off..
Totally crashed.. Huh!!
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