As a member of my family, i should hav do some contribution to our family. Mayb not in term of financially as i haven begin earning. But mayb in term of other form.
Last few weeks, i quarrel with my parents over some personal matter. I was so regret.
I should nt increase their burden as they have already raised me to this age. I know that they are concern and care of me.
Recently i hav been trouble over personal and family matter. I know they hav very concern about every one of us as their children. Now i hav grown up, i should not increase their burden or worry, instead i should begin to share their burden and worry.
These few days, i been worry about my home. My grandpa and grandma are nt feeling well. My dad had to take care my grandpa monthly medical fee alone which is very costly as my dad is perceived as most able to take care of my grandpa. His medicine is buy from Singapore by me, that's the reason i felt very bad about the myself for studying here which a feeling of a burden for my dad. Again i'm nt allowed nt to work yet. !!
Then the worry about my brother and sister. My 4th brother's behaviour and his ongoing. And lastly my sister, she is in her rebelious period nw. I heard she create a lot of noise in my home nw which made my father very very angry. Now i'm very worry about the health of my dad and mom. They must be very worry about us yet i still at here and cant share their burden or let them enjoy their lifes...
Thinking of this made my personal matter doesnt matter more...
Again, sleepless nite..
