Sunday, 25 May 2008

Last day for exam(21 May 2008)

I'm so confuse rite nw. Tmr is my last paper. After tmr, i'll be havin long holiday. Bt i dunno what should i do during the whole holiday. I would like 2 go back my hometown bt at the same time, i also dun wanna go back nw. Confusing. I dunno hw to see Doris when i go back. I'm so helpless nw. I seems to hav lots of worries, bt dunno what am i worrying bout... So troublesome..
For the exam, so far i hav taken POA, PSOC, dan POM. Bt i'm so depressed nw becos i didnt do very well for POA and PSOC paper. And high chance to fail the paper. .. Hope tmr CF would be all rite..

Tuesday, 20 May 2008

Myanmar and China natural disasters

Today is socio exam, and again i screw up just like POA. I didnt do very well. Which made me quite depressed. Haish... Jia lat..
Well, becos of those depressed this post have been delayed. Weeks ago, the news about the China(Shi Chuan) earthquake not long after Myanmar cyclone. Lots of deaths, lots of hurts, lots of damages. Seeing the scene make me think that human lives are so fragile. We dunno when willl happen. What will happen to us. Mayb next day, mayb next hours, or even next minutes. There we must cherish those what we have right nw. I knw this is already a long long truth. But it jus too many ppl ignore this. Treat them well. Who? Of course those who's important to u. Mayb parents, siblings, friends or lover, let them knw that u care. Ya, our care have to be shown or else ppl will nt really knw it... Dun giv a "so be it" attitude if u dun want regret in your life. So let the people u care knw that u care about them. Show your loves.. of not only to your lovers..

Sunday, 18 May 2008

Exam Stress

I dunno what should i write at this moment..
I had two dreams within one hour sleep jus nw. One is nightmare and other is normal dream.
I had a nap after reading the boring sociology subject guide... Then i dream about a building, and i was at the building when it began to collapse. It felt so real, i felt the earthquake... =_=
After woken up by frighten, i continue to sleep(too drowsy). Suddenly i was back in my home! Becos i went back exam. That's what happen in the dream, but it was so real that i went into it. Well, wat i did back home? Hm, small quarrel with my dad. Den bring my mom wander around. Wat i'm find strange is the place, my town there become less house. Seems we went quite far away. Then i realise i planned to go back only one day. I forgot. So i jus remembered that tmr i hav another exam. It's like 22nd May is my exam yet i still in my hometown at 21 May. So by the time i realise, i looked at the watch, the time is 5.20pm. It was so strange that my dream was so clear, so make me think this is nt a dream. So i need to rush. Of cos i need to go home and take all the things i need den ask my bro to send me to harbour. Nw i found the transport i used is nt normal. It had 2 wheels yet it is neither Motorcycle nor Bicycle... then then then....

Huh... I woke up becos of the rushing... then blank.. Thinking, dream?? Ya, jus a dream..

Friday, 2 May 2008

Family

Jus nw, i watched the HK Criminal files on channel 8. This episode story is about a poor family. A tragedy happened in this family because of miscommunication. This family was a very happy although very poor.

However this happy family began to change when the father begin gambling... Totally change...

In the end, the father killed his own daughter and even chop off her head. He brought her head and run away. During his running, he saw his daughter. Her daughter began to talk him to his sense. Let him knw not to doing wrong even more. She let him remember how happy they were in the past. From how loving they are becoming how a tragedy.

Even though in the end he surrender himself to the police. He end up in mental hospital as he keep seeing his daughter being with him.. Very sad...

At the end, he did come to his sense and saying a lot of thing from his regret..
Society nowadays are very cruel, you cannot survive without money. However in the pursue of the money, most people tend to forgot those who are the most important and their initial reason for their pursue of money. ..:(