NATO

I have become a NATO!!!

No Action, Talk Only. 

I recently realise i'm already a NATO person. Which is all talk, no action.

For so long i have been like that.  I have to admit that i really not a born leader. So sometimes lack the proactive to take action towards wat i think i should be doing. 

But as i'm on my journey to develop my character and traits, it's good that i realised i'm a NATO person so that i can begin to start from small to change this habit. 

So for this, i hav list down my to do list into small parts to be able to completed one at a time. 

Slowly but sure to develop the confidence and tempo to become an proactive person. 

:)

All the best.

World War or Alien invasion?

Today is a hot day. I was woken up by the sound of the construction down there..

While i didnt really hav a sound sleep, i had an interesting dream..

When i realised, i was in a building looking around. And then suddenly looking out the glasses and saw many incoming missiles, but was hold back by the building. So we who are in the building was safe as the missiles cant get into the building and blasted us.. I was so near the glasses that i can see the missiles with red color head and white rear stopped at the glasses. But i heard some explosion, then turn back, and see other places, i saw the other building which is not as high as the one i were in, all were explode by the missiles.. Then i remember, in those small small house, have something important, but i don't know what's that...

So after all the explosion, suddenly i feel like being knocked off by someone..

Then when i regain consious, i was with Jarren in somewhere like "space" in the movie.. The sky was all black, and we were tie in hand, and sitting  on white landscape..

The strange thing is, i jus cant see where the guards are. There are no ppl guarding us and we are just being tied there. So Jarren and I decided to run, so we release the tie and run. But then the guard appear, so we run. We run until there's no more way to run, and see the deep black valley. And we decided to jump to the other side. But when we jump, our body feel very light and it was actually flying to the other side, even though we jump too hard and knock at the side wall... 

After jump to the other side, i was thinking "where is this? Is this in space?" Then i heard a lot of noise and woken up... 

In the dream, when i saw the building down there exploded, inside the building also have many things that "my fren(in the dream)" had buy with lots of money. But it all gone within second. So it's not really belong to him. It jus temporary belong to him. 

At that moment, I was feeling, nothing more important than life. Even though we have all the money in the world, if the world is not working with order, the money would be useless. In that emergency event in my dream, i cant think anything other than survive... So life is the most important. 

Well, when i woke up, i jus had that feeling. But at the same time, was afraid, if there is really war, would i be so brave like in my dream? I doubt so. I'm jus a civilian. If there happen, i cant fight at all. So i might be afraid of dying..

Staying in Singapore and Look for job? Or Go back and start up business??

Now already in the end of March, less than 60 days and i'm going into UOL Main exam. 

After the main exam, i'm going to graduate, provided passing all subjects. 

I think most of people might have same situation as me.

Right now, i'm confusing about whether to stay in Singapore or go back Indo.

There are many factors that i need to consider. 

The very first is that the money that my parent has spend in me to study here and the time i have used. I know that each people has their own opinion and thinking. 

I have heard, it's not worth it to go back indo to work as Rupiah is so much weaker than SG$, it's better to stay and work in Singapore. 

Well, i beg to differ. Even though Sg is an multi-cultured country where this is a big opportunity as a start towards global opportunity. But this has to happen when everything has started, when i really hav started my opportunity here. It might be difficult if i had to work for someone here.

What i'm worry most is that i might get stuck after working in Singapore. 

I'm not a natural leader. I have more tendencies to follow to status quo. So i'm worry i might not be able to change after i hav work here, even i'm dissatisfied with the situation i'm going to be on. I'm worrying that i'll be ordinary Singapore man here, working 9-5, spending on credit card, and living in credit. After being in debt, start to save and become Mr.kiasu.

And i dun like being overly controlled. I'll gone crazy if everything i do is being controlled. 

And this feeling of being controlled by the environment is growing stronger as my age is growing. And being here, i feel like in a place of control freak. Everything must by Black and white. 

My thinking is , when a country is overly control over its citizen, its citizen will get dumber and dumber. When a country is overly protection over its citizen, its citizen will get lazier and lazier.

It's just like, everything has been prepared, so i jus accept it. In the long run, the mind will go lazy and accept most of things that is thrown into them. 

All of above is jus personal opinion, i hope do not upset or feel offended.

Cheers

Erroneous reporting from the Media led to misconception to the deceased

http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=67918696061&h=YF4rZ&u=52w_-

http://singaporecitizen.wordpress.com/2009/03/12/shameless-st-sinks-to-all-time-low/

http://theonlinecitizen.com/2009/03/toc-developing-story-fleshing-out-the-ntu-stabbing-incident/

http://justlimz.blogspot.com/2009/03/david-case-high-profile-crime-not.html

I remember a few weeks ago, my mom called as usual asking me not to play too much computer game. And she was talking bout a news bout a student suicide after playing too much computer game.

Well, i tot she was jus over react to the news. And few days later she called me and asked me not to do something rashly or have any dispute with anybody. I was confused about what happen.

So i only answer, ya ya ya, i got it. Dun worry, i'm not having any dispute with anybody..

But only after a few days, i realize the news about NTU-Stabbing Case. Well, initially i was led by curiosity because name in the news same as me David. So i took some notice to this news.

Then i realize my mom had watch that news and mayb she was worrying that i would get too stressed and do something stupid..

Well, so after that i began to keep on about this news.

Up until recently i join this group in FB, "For the truth behind the NTU Stabbing Incident", and i read, read and read.

And this led me to know that this is not so simple as reported by the media.

And i'm getting pissed off because of the until now, most of my frens, and my family still under impression that David is jus such a person as reported by the media when the SPF have not even announce any information/conclusion regarding the case.

This is unfair. And so on, i found some other links that led to more and more doubts about the media.

Is the media really reporting the truth or made for a living??