Ahoy matey, here i come again to put some in writing. It seems recently everyone is on very sensitive moody. I said something like "
I hate it when ppl judge me without trying to understand what I had been through.." and there are people say i was refering to them. Hell No my friends, i'm not talking about u. But i'm in my hell down mood and depressed, i dont really have the mind to explain to you...
I did actually ask for encouragement, but failed. Seems everyone is tied up with their own problem. How do i tell when the person doesnt even want to listen... i called, i sms.. failed.
In the end, i hv to settled my own thinking and emotion...
Currently, i felt i'm so isolated. I hang out with my friends, but deep inside me i felt inferior. I dont knw why. I feel like i cant do anything well. I no longer have the confidence i had. I lost the connection to myself, the giant inside me..
I want to get back all those i lost, pride and confidence...
Reality is so hurt..
You know what, i just need a person to listen.. understand what i had felt.. but i couldnt find any now.. everyone is so full of themselves, they are so smart that all they can do is just advice advice or reprimand..
Felt better now venting out some of the feeling..
