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Recently have to handle many things and do many decision. Stress over my true self.
Hm, i felt that i hav become a bit proud of myself. I should refrain myself from overwork now.
Today is Christmas eve, yet i dun feel the Christmas feeling as last year.
Yes, this year is different from last year. Not everything remain the same, and change is a constant. I should constantly improve myself.
Currently i'm busy with the task assigned to me for doing research of Sociology, and lead the Charity Drive committee.
The busy lifestyle in the city here somehow let me wish that i could go back and rest. Ya, i thk i never had a good rest since trip go back. Things keep happening, and keep coming.
And i have to do what i have to do before i do what i want to do...
Now, i take some time to relax a bit as now is public holiday, i should also learn to relax, let tmr take care of itself. ><<"
But haish, why i jus cant get motivated to do what i have to do now/..-__-""

Reflection of the day

Huh, i dunno what happen, now i cant post the what i have wrote. So strange, haha..
Hmm, anyway, jus sum up.

Do what you have to do before do what you want to do..

Currently a bit stressed, because of many things turn up together, and i have cancel my trip to JB to really think and do my tasks. I cant leave it undone.
Power comes with responsibility. Greater power, greater responsibility.
And when u are the decision maker, you also have to responsibilty with your decision.
It is easy to make decision on the spot and in one times. But the challange is to maintain your decision throughout all the way.

Reflection of the day

Huh, finally able to sit down quietly and write something. Last few times when i had the feeling to write, my internet connection would get stuck and make me unable to connect to this web.

Hm, a lots of things to write since last post.
Ok, jus sum up recent happenings. Last thursday, lost my handphone, but i come to realise it only at midnite, haih>

But i still end up with debt to stand until i get my allowance...

Feel a bit stress recently, a lot of thing come together.
Power will come together with responsibility. I'm trying to adapt to it.

Have been slacking around this week, didnt study, didnt do my task as a leader, left the project undone. Now the deadline is near, and i panic and worry..

I have done some reflection during days without handphone where no one will distract my thinking. I become slack as i felt tired. And i realise, i have to do what i have to do before do what i want to do. Everything come with a price, in any kind of form.

CEO Match Pics

CEO Match Pics

Be a city citizen

Now, i have come to singapore for bout more than 1 year. And nw my lifestyle is really become a urban citizen. Stay up until very late and then have to wake up early. Everyday shout tired and really felt tired. No longer like before. My habit has change as well.
Well, i have to do some adjustment i think.
Firstly is to do what i hav to do before do wat i want to do.
HEe...

Lagu kedua

Kehidupan

Di dalam kehidupan ini haruslah menyadari
semua kesunyataan hidup jangan engkau sesali
sabda Sang Buddha kepada kita semua
hidup di dunia ini penuh derita

Wahai siswa-siswi Buddha marilah kita bersama
menjunjungi ajaran Buddha
yang mulia sempurna
Hukum telah mengerti
Hakikat hidup ini
untuk mencapai Parinibbana

Reff:
Marilah kita bersama-sama menghormati Sang Buddha
Guru jagat alam semesta
marilah kita bernamaskara
di hadapannya...
Somoga semua makhluk bahagia...

Lagu2 buddhis

Biasanya waktu2 saya lagi down, sy biasanya akan terpikir masa lampau. Masa msh di kampoeng, masa dengan temen2..
Tp tdk selalu pada waktu down baru pikir aja, waktu stress sampe break down dan istirahat.. Maka kasetnya pun akan putar balik ddeh..

Bbrp ari yg lalu, wa kemas2 ternyata temukan 1 catatan. Ternyata catatan waktu wa pergi training leadership ke Slt Panjang(kampun wa) atas nama Vihara Sasana Diepa.
Lalu ternyata dalam catatan tu ada 2 lagu buddhis. Hmm, kiranya lagu buddhis tu wa catat setelah plg dari Slt Panjang. 2 lagu ni, merupakan lagu kesukaanku jua dalam lagu2 Buddhis.

Lagu pertama : Guru Para Dewa dan Manusia

Di taman lumbini yang indah
lahir seorang Boddhisatva
Siddharta namanya putra seorang raja
Tinggal di istana yang megah

Enam tahun Beliau bertapa
di tengah hutan Uruella
menyiksa dirinya dengan lima pertapa
namun tiada hasilnya

Reff:
Melalui sila samadhi dan pannya
lenyaplah smua derita
telah mencapai sama Sang Buddha
karna samadinya

Reff:
Sidharta Gautama putranya mahkota
yang kini telah menjadi Buddha
mengajarkan Dharma kepada manusia
dan juga para Dewa

15 November 2007

Waah, finally finish the competition.
Hee, and finally we WON!!!
Yeah... Have fight for 3 days and today our team "WindWin" finally Win.
Hee, Win like Wind that no one can hold us.
And jus nw really hav a nice fight. .. I enjoy the fight.
Pic come next...

13 November 2007

This morning, we have CEO Macth competition. That was fun man.. But i didnt really satisfied as there are teams really slow... and i also cant perform at max. But i thk mayb this is better as we should reserve our true ability before true competition come...

However, today is really so drain out. After the competition, i had a lunch together Francis, Dovan and Antoni.

Hm, after reach skul, receive the result for PSOC 1st test. The result was amazed. We need to have 34 in order to pass, but i jus got 24. T_T...Sad..

Then after class, i have meeting.. Wah, bener2 cari trouble sendiri. Trying to push myself as on to focus on school matters. Dun think others...

Just nw after meeting hav a slight chat with Jez and Andre, talk a lot...
Hee, again, in my mind flash out "every1 have their own problem, so i better nt compare with others". Some ppl might jus keep smiling or laughing all the days, but mayb crying... who knows..

Just nw, Andre n Jez do remind me that i'm too aggresive. Nw when i think back, i also heard Francis said b4. I'm type A. Hmm, wat is this meant?? I didnt know. Nt very clear. Then he also mentioned a word, aggresive. Am i really an aggresive person? As in wat?
Hee, if eager to do all the things. I want to earn money earlier to let my father retire earlier. He is a construct worker. It is a very very tiring job. He has spent most his time to work to provide us living. So i wanna let him enjoy as soon as possible.... ......

Well, that's alll for today, tmr have a match to go...

HEe, jia you...

Where have my passion gone?

Been always back to home at nite. Last nite also not exception.
Been always staying at school till nite. Last nite, after goin back from school, taking 154 together with Francis, to Eunos. After reach, had dinner with Francis. And we begin to chat.. Chat a lots of things. And i was not wrong, he is a strong guy. A true born leader.
We talk a lot. Then later part, he mention that i have motivation, enthusiasm in doin things. But i lack of passion. I was not very sure bout what he said. Arent those three same??
Hee,,, however wat kept me thinking is that passion part. Yes, i had to admit that most things i doin now, i didnt fully passionate. I wonder where have my passion gone. Is it becos study too much? Read too much? Think too much..?Hee...
However, what i think now is that i have passion to playing games. I think that's true for almost everyone. Ya.. that's rite. Make it fun.. i got it...
Now that i think back, i really haven found an area that i really passionate about. Is playing computer game can be considered as one?

This morning went out early to CEO match training. Supposed to train with an Aki's team, but in the end, his team didnt come. And i end up playing a match with Mr.Abel, Eddie and Edmund. HEe, trying the new strategy. and i found out something cant use. So today i learn out something again. HEee.. gud.. I think today Edmund is learning the most. And today is 1st time i meet up with Eddie, last match Runner up. He was from SIM-UOL also.
Wow, he is really veteran. Strong guy. If we meet in match now, sure lose him. But i'll learn and become better one.

Just now, hearing Mr.Abel and Eddie traveling experience, make me also wanna do backpack traveling. HEe.. mayb i'll have to try and plan it.
And i also get experience from Edmund. A young entreprenuer, he is currently owning a online company. Wat i respect these kind of people are, these people have gone through tough time, as i did. So i knew it was tough, especially if u start up without support from others.
OH ya, Winson and Francis also strong. The rest i haven know yet as we haven know clearly.
HEe...

Just finish pack up all the things jus to find my DBS ATM card. Alamak, cant find it...
I forgot where i put it liao. Hais...
Just nw come back from CEO-Match 1st training session.
One word : FUN!!
Haha.. really exciting. I dunno bout the others, but i'm very interested in this kind of game.
CEO Match, which is a Strategy Business Simulation System (SBSS), a simulation on real business situation. Wow.. fun...
Last time, similiar game i played was Cashflow 101, which is simulated more on investing. So now i'm learning bout business processes itself more.
I was too confident that in the first round i would at least come to third, but i was not. I was at 6th. I learn lesson. And second round i still in 6th place. And i learnt the lesson more. haha.. that was great... hope to learn more again.... Come to think of it, there are more to it. It seems simple, just buy low and sell high. But is that so simple? Hee, more than that...
I believe that a game can show a person's character. And i think that's true to certain extend.
I was glad that Francis recommend Dovan to me. He help a lot. Hee, both to guys show many things that i can learn. Jes also doing good. She was 1st in 1st round. And Antony did good as well, he is in 1st in second round. Even this doesnt prove much, i hope they will be encouraged.
And today finally get to meet Kenny, the famous guy i knew him only on phone. Hee.. Know wat, today the training all we are from SIM.
One thing i wasnt feel good is that i tot we supposed to be train as "A TEAM" or for 1 team per session, but today was not like wat i imagine. Cos we are still in training. I was expect this situation when we have go through 1st session. But i dun really mind it la...
So all rite...
Well, more fun coming, i hope we all can learn as much as possible and WIN the competition if allowed....
All the best...

• All that we are is the result of what we have thought ---"Buddha"
• Thought - become - things
• Mans become what he thinks about
• Energy flows where attention go
• Your mission is the mission you give yourself

3 Steps :

1. ASK!!
2. Believe
3. Receive

DONT DELAY, ACT!!!

Sweet things are easy 2 buy,
but sweet people are difficult to find.
Life ends when u stop dreaming,


hope ends when u stop believing,
Love ends when u stop caring,
Friendship ends when u stop sharing.
So share this with whom ever u consider a friend.
To love without condition... ......... .........
to talk without intention... ......
to give without reason...... ......and
to care without expectation. ......

is the heart of a true
friend...... .

Friends

In our lifes, it is impossible to hav no frens. Unless that person really a "自闭" then never socialise with other individuals.
In my time until i'm now. I'm very grateful that i have known a lots of frens.
And through them have i have what i'm today. No matter who they are, they are sources of the form of myself. Direct or indirectly they have influence over me. And vice versa. This is just a influence cycle. YOu influence me, and my respond will influence you and again back to myself...
To all my frens who have known me and those are closely to me, those are not so close to me, those are often contact with me, those are less contact with me. We are always reminded that even if we are not seeing each other, we still frens.
Ya, we are all frens. And by this i shall say that i dun wanna forget every1 i have know. For some new frens, i'm sorry if i have ever forget your name and ask u again. I have a tendency to forget ppl names who i have know didnt see again in a week. Means that i have to at least see you again in a week in order not to forget who you are.
For this post here, i'm here to thanks against all my frens who have know me and all those who have ever helped me. Even a word of encouragement means a lot. Means that u care.. And i mean it really MEANS a LOT.

What does your birth date mean?

***Your Birthdate: January 10***


Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.

Your strength: Your ability to gain respect

Your weakness: Caring too much what others think

Your power color: Orange-red

Your power symbol: Letter X

Your power month: October


What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/


Wow, i must admit that this was quite accurate...
I really care too much or what others think...

Death God, Shinigami

Wow, this pic was late to post out..

Shinigami!!! HEe... our school have shinigami lei.. ==> death god..

Taken when i was at the CCD booth with Shi Min.
I was like a kid, seeing something new, and feel excited as i keep laughing and very high on that day... Hee... Wow, that was fun... those are not ppl from SIM. They were from OSA...

Heee

Recently keep dreaming almost the same things. Same background, same ppl, in different places.. huuuh.... craze dreaming dreaming.... keep me sleep quite late...i wonder if i shout out like somebody else or nt..^^
Yesterday, jez told me that i look very stress... reallly?? i just dun feel well...
Hee....
Hmm, pride..most time pride really hold me rather than help me..
Why we have pride? I think that our pride come from the hunger of our ego...
Hmm.. pride hav become my obstacles rather than my frens///
Sometimes pride can be helpful cos i might reallly work hard just for the pride.. not else..

Busy busy doin nothing?? 很忙？忙什么？

Huah... finally settle down a bit..
Last week really rush there and here... Everything just seems coming together..
Really live up to francis's saying "live by schedule"/// Having class, prepare for test, attend grandma to doctor, attend father, attend frens' events, clubs meeting, clubs events... T.T

However, another have pass, now i need to keep the task in order.
Task in hand :

1. Study matters (POA Assignment, POA Test, Marketing Assignment, Marketing Test, CF Assignment, and CF Test coming up).
2. YEN-Biz Com and YEN Intership programme
3. Frens' birthday
4. CEO-Match Competition
5. ....?? unknown

Basically today is a bit down. I think i began to lost when i heard from Edmund that we are NOT ALLOWED to work!! Wah, cia lat, ciklaka... susah la.. uuuh, sad! Why cannot!

Today Psocio class have a test, but i cant do it very well.. after that a bit lost.. Then at the meeting just now, i trying very hard to keep my mind from flowing out.... Very hard to concentrate... lost@#$%^&*(

Anyway, new month, a new start... So...

really have to arrange my schedule effective and efficient.....

前几天其实有很多感想的，但是应为没有记录下来， 所以忘记了。。

但是虽然忙得很，却也觉得时间过的非常快但很充实。。。

继续加油。。。

Age and maturity

I have always hold the belief that age does not matter most in nowadays. The important thing is the maturity, thinking and behaviour.
Maturity doesnt come automatically. Maturity doesnt come with age. It begins with the acceptance of responsibility.
...

Looking back at pics

This was my class in high school. I wonder how are they no

Waaah, this pic is the most classic i think. See my hair still split in half!^^
The pics above are when we went to Yogyakarta for study tour. Start from above and left : Herman, Jemmy, Me, Susanto, Amin, Herryson and Rinto(photographer).
Girls : Amelia, Juniana, Sunawati, Wellyanti, and Rona..
Bout this mah, hmm, i not very sure. This might be the pic taken when i first come to here to study.From left : Efendi, Amin(behind), Jemmy, Yanto Jun Beng, Jack, Hartono, Zexsen, Me, Sukarno(Wat u looking at?Coin?) then Herman(green)

Well, These pic together was taken when we actually gonna have seperation. When most of us are preparing goin to study abroad(Singpore at most).

This was taken when we go back, and our pak Nahar's birthday. From left : Ernawati, Rona , Jemmy, Amin, Rinto, Pak Nahar, Susy, Me, and Tina.

Looking back at pics

These are recently taken..

<<<== This pic is the latest one. My hair is growing long again. Haven cut it. Mayb time to cut now. Hee..

I cant find my old pic. I just remember i seldom take pics. I jus begin to take pics especially self pic recently.

Becos sometimes, it is really memorable..

HEe.. i wonder 4 months later, wat am i goin to change again...^^

Looking back of me! One year back!!

Haha... Cant sleep now, so pics. Hmm, looking back past, waah, compare with now, have i change much??
Hee.. Later compare with latest pics

@#$%^&*(

!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&**&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()
&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()&^%$#@#$%^&*
KACAU..
Wanna go CRAzy liao!!

Objective opinion

Hi, by the time i blogging this post, , so lonely that i'm alone with the laptop alone, just finish watching fast n furious, finish 1 match DOTA with AI. Alamak, i even forgot to lock the door, i just got reprimanded by Jem's sis as she just arrive.
Rite now, i feel like doin nothing.. I take my book, wanna read, but cant take in wat i have read.
=_=!!
Ok, in front of me now have a laptop, a book titled "The 360 degree Leader", and a Subject guide of Principle of Sociology... Aiyah, cant even hold up the book...
Haha, mayb becos of last nite crazy nite that we didnt hav enough slept...

Ok, i hav been thinking bout this these days...
Wat field am i fit in? Rite now, i'm taking UOL Bsc Business. Some ppl ask me why i take this course. Well, i usually answer with that i think i more an numberical person, so i wanna gear up my writting skills. So i take up Bsc Business which will be more generalized.
Somehow, that's one of the reason, another reason is that i still cant comfirm wat field should i focus on? Which field is really suit me best? So i take a general course to see again rather than focus on Accounting and finance or banking and finance or economics.
In my UOL study now, i taking POA(Principle of Accounting), PSoc(Principle of Sociology), PMKG(Principle of Marketing), and CF(Corporate Finance). In these subject also, i found i can accept calculating subject more easily. The theory part mayb cos of my incomplete english so sometimes i cant understand wat the british question asking bout.
By observing these factors, i'm more comfirm i will have a easier time in calculation compare ti theory subject.

Then, what field should i really go into? I dunno. Mostly i heard bout ppl comment on me is that , i'm more capable to wat wat wat la... like, "u hav more communication capability" or "u r born to do sales!".. Is it true? i dunno. Mayb those were becos of situation.
Wat talent i really have? So far wat i did is mostly towards wat ppl expect from me. And i just "TRY" to do it. I dunno whether those comments are subjective or objective.
I think most ppl also not very sure bout their true capability. Mayb cos of some event in childhood has hold their potential to show up..
Somehow, i dun really able to express wat i want clearly. Becos in past, everytime i wanna speak up my opinions, nobody really listen to it. And in the end i bcome follow the crowd. Watever they say, i take it as my opinion as well. then i accept it and go along with it. However this kind of attitude or thinking has set me to a lazy mode. I have become lazy to think. To think of others posibility.
Well, i wanna explore more. But will my opinion upon myself will be objective?
Hee... dunno.. should be more towards subjective opinion. Cos that's human behaviour.

A WINNER NEVER QUIT , A QUITTER NEVER WIN!!

Have u find out wat field suit u most?

What field fit u most?
Wat really suit my potential?
I have been a tutor/teacher, sales distributor(direct selling), entrepreneur, insurance agent, etc.
Wat really suit me? i dunno..
Somehow at the moment, i might feel, i'm more comfortable when i was teaching as a tutor.
Cos i like to interact with ppl.
Hee... just wat do i like to do if money and time is not a constraint?
actually i never think bout it. And i really have no idea wat i really wanna do. and i also dun have anything that i dun like to do. hOw..
I haven found out.. hmm..
Then explore it!

Problems

Problems, everywhere i go, i hear ppl complain bout the problem they hav.
At the worst case, people would take their problem as world end problem that they would fell in depression. Some even worse that they think of taking their lives.. All depends.
As we live in the world, we have to expect problems. If we dun hav problems, then we're not living...
I also hav problems. But the problem is how we face the problem.
THink in a big picture, who hav bigger problem, those who dun even know whether they can live over tmr or not. and your problem. Is your problem is live at stake? If not, then it is not a big problem. See, even if we screw up, we still have tmr. Everyday there are just people facing life and death problem. So compare to us, ours would be nothing. Yet, we can always hear ppl talking bout problems.
In fact, every1 hav problem, yet some ppl can just live everyday as if they dun bother bout it. Actually it is not that they dun bother, it is just they face their problem with a different perspective or attitude..
Becos ATTITUDE is the DIFFERENT maker!!
So now let's have a gratitude feeling for wat we have now.
At least we have our live now! And we can make the difference in our life!
Go 4 IT!

Combine the mind Emotionally and Rationally

We, indeed a emotional being. Even though we are allowed to think rationally, but we cant reach our potential if we cant combine the mind emotionally and rationally. What do i mean by this?

When i studied bout consumer behavior, marketers also agree that consumers buy by emotion.

What we do mostly is based on emotion. If u not belive, u can actually think carefully, when u do something, wat is the reason behind your action? Is it becos u "want" or "dun want" something and some feeling? For example, we might accept certain things becos we 'want' to be "labeled" as 'capable'. Mostly becos of "feel" like to, then we decide.

When we do something, it's better if we can emotionally and rationally believ in wat we do.

Example for my case, my elken, i rationally understand and believe that it is good. Somehow, something just dun feel rite in my mind. My mind haven clear the doubt, so even if many factors has actually begin to make me feel i should MOVE now! But i just cant get the passion back.

I know that my mind haven clear. My mind have troubled with many things. I know i have to clear my mind from worry if i wanna start again. I have to clear my worries.

So even if rationally believ and understand is not never enough, we have to put in emotionally to be able to perform at our full potential, and grow.

As for me, i trying to sort them out 1 by 1.
What u worry most rite now??
Studies? Family? Relationship? Frens? Learning? Achievements?

Sort it out! First thing first.

Combine the mind emotionally and rationally to perform at the fullest potential and grow!!

Reflection of the day , 09 Oct 07

Tuesday night, 10.44pm. Condition seems hav fall ill. Currently having a headache..
Everyday new thinking.. Again, lots to write.. but dunno where to start..
Ok, how bout reading? I was asked, why i like reading.
Well, is it true? I dun feel it. I just simply read. That's all. Actually, everytime i read, i just read, and if can of course for learning. The more i read, the more i feel i need read more books. That's y i never stop reading. But i dun really like textbook. And i'm not hate it also. cos sometimes some text just have interesting pics and interesting stories...
I read becos i keep an attitude that i need to learn, as i found myself still very "green" in every aspect of life, still inexperience enough. However, lately i just found out that i had an attitude that i should not have. I found that becos i saw someone just exactly the same as me 2 years back. Just becos i read a few books more than my peers, i tot highly of myself. I become a bit arrogant.
I only think that i can just learn from books. But i was lucky, i had realize that mistake 2 years ago. Every1 we meet is the source we learn becos every1 have different view, different experience toward this world, so we can learn from every1. And of course learn the gud point that we should learn.
Now i meet some1 who does the same as i did, i feel bad bout wat hav i did. Hais.. I hope that guy can realize wat i mean...


Headaches!!! =>..<==

A full day

It always feel gud when u can fully live your life. U shall feel fully utilise your time and your life.
Today, again i felt it again. From the morning until night. Yeah, i feel good. It is human nature to think the bad side/negative side. So if we hav too many free time, we tend to think negative. I said tend mean not all the time la.. Jus most of the time, especially those dunno what they want or what should they do..
Today, full day happening. Meet Jay and Chi xian for lunch. I feel gud as i saw Jay hav the motivation to study or at least go in class and stay in there.. Mayb he felt the lesson.
After that, i spend most time in Library facing the book until headache... and then by the time when i wanna left the library. I suprisingly met Jemmy and Rinto in there... then we had lunch together(quite rare!)

Then i went to class. Well, as usual, get the degree study feeling by holding that thick lect notes..
Began to fear reading lol...

After end of the class, met up with Jesisca for the YEN AGM. Then at there meet again with Melina. And i know come new frens again, but i only remember Ki, Jayclin, Kenneth, Kelvin.. I wonder if i'll remember them when next time see them, cos i think my memory just cant tahan after the sociology class. There are many ppl come for this club. I dunno why, but i have to pay and make their shirt..-_-!!
Well, my impression to this club is acceptable. At least, i got a clear picture bout the club and what should we do.. I join club for some reasons, one of the reason is to light up campus life. And really as they said, we cant rely to know frens just simple from classroom.

After all, on the way go home, i listened to radio. Then i heard a story, the story bout learning ice skiing. At first we can rely a bench or something to hold us on to kept us from falling. then eventually we have to get off from that bench or something if we want to really learn skiing. THe moral of story is that, in life, yes, we need help from other people. But we also need to learn up to be independent. frens can help us in life, but we cant always rely on them. As they also have their life to live on. So it is impossible to rely another person to always take care on u..
So we have to learn up to take care of ourselves... yeah, i think so..
we all are leaders! At least the leader for ourselves. We need to lead to live our life..

Inner chatting??

Listening to other people is a lot easier than listening to yourself right now -- there is a lot of internal chatter going on in your brain, and it might not be making too much sense to you. This is your subconscious working through issues at hand that you might not even be consciously aware of. Things will come to the surface later, when it's time to act. So for now, try to distract yourself by getting in touch with the people you love and keeping things light.

There seems some points here. We have conscious mind and subconcious mind.
So this is quite true. Yeah, i felt it, but i dunno what is it. Mayb something important that i have forgot? Mayb something that i hav put off a while. I think too much. Our mind is never stop thinking. If we consciously control what we thinking, we might go crazy as we will busy to keep control what is in our mind. I'm not able to do that.
So.. If i cant get the answer now, forget it for a moment, mayb some "tink" will just pop out suddenly... First thing first.
So what is my priority now? And what is yours?

好朋友

☆罗志祥--好朋友☆
☆词 曲:kang.hyun min☆

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞
如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
也只看见我哭了
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我
你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
ho 还会不会寂寞你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞呜..

☆.☆献给永远走在一起的朋友

最爱还是你

歌手：唐禹哲 专辑：终极一家
☆词:施立曲:michael lin☆

没开口的话怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心中熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的记忆穿越了距离

拥挤的人潮没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前
别忘记从前

最爱还是你这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近
慢慢就会忘记

还是要爱你
时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久

这一次我放弃了所有
只为能再与你相遇
一辈子不放手

☆...

Self assessment

There says:
Know yourself and know your enemy to ensure wins.
Then know yourself b4 u forward to what your destiny or goal.

What i want to be and do? Simple..
I wanna be a person that can do what i wanna do and what i should do..
I wanna be a author, trainer, motivator, team member, etc.
I wanna can bring my parents to go where they wanna go..
I wanna be able to help people around me to find what they want..
etc...
So in order to reach what i want, i have to evaluate what i have and what i can....
Last time, Merry Riana remind me to focus on what i can rather then what i cant..

Language :

1. Mandarin
2. English
3. Indonesia
4. Hokkian(can consider as a language?)
5. Techiu(can consider as a language?)

Strengths :

1. Enthusiasm
2. Passionate
3. Leadership (In developing)
4. Communication skill
5. Analysing
6. Polite
7. Confidence
8. Compassion

Weaknesses :

1. Not consistent
2. No patience
3. Pessimism
4. Emotional
5. Own world thinking

These assessment still in process, pls help me by point out my strength and weakness!!
The more the better.. thanks

Rational VS Emotional

Oh, this is the boss of Thai Express!! oh man, He is GOOD!!

We all hav rational thinkin and emotional in decision making. For some people, they are just more to rational thinking of decision making.. These people seems to be more calm, and dependable. On the other side, emotional decision making people are tend to be rash, they tend to make decision based on their how they feel. I think there is no right or wrong for both type. It all depend on the situation.

There are times when our emotional and rational being crashed out. I'm the situation now.

In rational thinking, i feel all alright. But in emotionally, i just dun balance. So basically i also wat went wrong. I begin lost concentration in class. I know that some training(elken) are goods and that's wat i want, but somehow i jus dun get the real reason that i should go.
So now, i'm in adjusting. I'm trying to find out, how should i really "live" these degree study period. Mayb i just not used to it. From start UOL, i almost always having lunch myself so sometimes i even skip meals... Haish... How to gain weight if like this..! I miss DMS times. Let's imagi we can go back.

There are some points that kept me from doin what i want : Fear, Failure, problems, Discouragent, change.

I believe every1 hav their own fear. And i hav my own fear as well. But wat we really need to fear is the fear itself. Fear, how we face the fear is more important. I have several fear that quite disturb me. I fear to let ppl hate me, i fear ppl will look down on me(depend on who), i fear the lonly feeling, i fear to let how i feel. I fear being rejected. I fear to feeling down, i Fear feeling no use, n I FEAR being put aside... i fear being .....

There is no point carrying your past and keep having your future cover your present. There wont be future if you cant even see your present...