Recent photos..

Hmm, these photos was taken when i taking a bus home at a nite time. That was really nite time, the whole bus only left me and the bus driver. Somemore the bus was double deck. Now is 7th month..-_-'' lo.. U know, very bo liao la..^^

Oh, this is a book taken my attention when i was waiting for Tara and Grace in Tampiness Mall's Popular... I would like to buy this le.. Hmm, still dun have extra budget for this.. T.T
There are some more books... Hais..

Today, at home, finish bathing.. Suddenly feel like taking, so taking a shoot.

This photo was taken by Victor. We were having dinner at Jarren's house's downstair's coffee house.
Heah, Kill u!! Hee...

In canteen..

U know/? This is my wallet...

Reflection of the day - Self Evaluation

Today is the 1st of our last semester exam. Hmm, hais.. I'm not suitable to stay up late to study type lo... Today really dun feel, i dun even finish my lunch...-_-''

Then the exam, i dun really confidence bout it. I tot i had study enough, but in the end, i mess up le..
Hmm, ehh...... haha., really dunno wat to post lo.. Just now b4 open the site, there are lots wanna write..
Oh ya, today exam is IMEC. Really like hell lo. Most my frens said not really a problem for them. Yeah, i'm glad to hear that. But i'm worry for my ans... Haih, but i thk not many ppl will believe it de lo.. They said see my face keep smiling, how can it be a problem?
Well, life never stop, how can i stop my happy day with a sad face?
Hee..
I wonder why, i felt stress and stress before exam. Now is exam time, then i felt more relax..
It is not because i have finish study lo..
What i'm feeling back now is that feeling from semester 1. When i first come to SIM, and that feeling... I dunno how to describe it. But at least, relation with some frens would definitely affect this situation... Even if there are still frens that not really goin well with me.. but that's ok.

Nah, u see, later a few more hours we shall be sitting in the grand hall, doin macro exam...
Wish us good luck, and to those who have study together with me, and to all my frens in DMS and my classmates...
Hmm, still have a lots to write in le... but just very kacau ah.. need to draft out properly..
Hmm, recently my thoughts are not very properly in order ah.. like cant concentrate,... mayb becos i dun sleep enough ba..
haha... Next post is some recent pics..

EXAM Periods

Hahahaha... heeee..
September coming... suddenly miss home, wanna go back at once..
Hmm, discard everything and go back?

Anyway, good luck to all my frens for the coming exam..
Just tell ourself, WE WONT FAIL!! I"LL DO IT!
YEHA

Reflection of the day...

Today is the last day of the lecture in SIM for DMS. I had planning to take a class photos. But somehow not so responding.. Hmm, cant help the response time is too short..

However, there is one person i would like to thanks Yumi for giving her support when i needed.

Thanks to Steven to bring the camera again. Thanks the classmates who join in the photos.

Actually there are some reasons why i wanna take the photos again.

Come to think, after this exam, most of us will begin our way differently..
Just think of some frens that taking different way.. At 1st mayb still contacting each others, but as the time goes on, eventually will contact less.. And i dun like that.. T.T

Therefore, i would like to create something that we can talk even if we meet again only after a long time... ... ...

Been a long i take my time to write down in blog.. There are a lots of thing i would like to blog in..

Hmm.. but i'm thinking to make this blog open to public again.. ..hmm

Reflection of the day...

These past weeks, i have feeling very frustated..

I envy people. I envy other's class. I envy my frens...

I jealous. I angry. I sad. I depressed. I feel lonely. I worry.

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And there are joys, happy, excitements, suprised, blessing, glad.

There are too many thing i would like to write..

Hmm, let's start with happy things 1st..

Hmm, let's say, it was 10th August. On the BL presentation day, i was very nervous as i'm going to do presentation. When i came to skul, i met Wan Yun. Oh, she is so pretty. I'm glad she still recognize me. She started to talk with me which a bit startled me.. I was so damn nervous lo.. I cant think anything to reply her. Haha, i just "oh, ah, ya". Oh, one thing i almost speak to her is , "Wan Yun, you are so beautiful". Haha.. but i was shy to say that...-_-" But that was funny..

Then all the way to presentation. The presentation was ok, but i'm not so satisfied as i have prepared so long, and end up not so well. I was so depress. HuH!

Hmm, what else huh... let's see...

Something i dun feel gud is bout frens...

oh ya, as i went along, i found a lot of guys and gals with their own problems. Hais, if i dun have problems, i would really like to listen to them...

How how how.. I have really put a distance between us... and so the distance is not just between two people. T.T

I jealous to my fren. But huh, we just go different way, so we get different frens also. But wat i detest is whenever i intro a new fren to him, it will eventually become his fren instead of me. I mean .......

Ah, whatever is it, watever happens for a reason, i just have to believe in this way. And whatever happen, it happen in the best way for us!!

GO GO !!

Our Class photo taking...

Hahaha, finally we take the photos together...

Too bad that there are some of the classmates who is not in there...

Anyway, i'm glad that the class is able to cooperate!! Hee

04 August 2007

Today, saturday...
Our lesson is IMEC.. A quite interesting and quite stressful subject..
In class, i did keep drowsy.. and a few times drop off my head... However the lecture seems just lemme go.. or he is just heck care as long as never disturbed others...
YEsterday, i did actaully spend a whole noon to do IMEC project. However until 6pm, i still didnt write a thing... Hais,,, STRESS AH!! HOW!!

Yesterday actaully went to Elken gathering with Jarren at nite and the nite Jarren stay in my home. Yesterday was more focus to celebrating, so the it was very merry.. Everytime i go there, i never fail to learn something or remind me something,...

Today, i was so deadly beat as last nite we had rest at bout 3am... then wake up bout 7.30.. Ohh, i was planning after skul, go home and hav a nice rest.. then miss out the badminton which i really like to go.. but for some reason... ...

Today is really an inspiring day...
Harianto come to my house.. so that i cant have proper rest today and also cant do project or study... so i tot i hav wasted my time... But, after i saw the background picture of his laptop.
It really shock me, it was their classmates pic. I was very amazed by them especially the person who organized it. After that, i visit their blogspot. and it really really amazed me...
That person it none than other, Francis Lim Wei...
He was a person in class B whom i met and i always admire his character. BUt this impression is greatly boosted by wat i see.. HE can make it like that....

B4 and b4, i had read many books... I have learn that i can get wat i want if i follow a certain kind of ppl and follow their mindset and their behavior(correct one).
However so long time i always take some ppl as example for me to follow. But i always cant find the real motivation to improve. I can see that from the way until now i hav been improve and growing. But these improvement and development are so small...
Becos everytime i learn new things or i had improvement, i'll switch back to previous behavior or pattern.
And this is just normal reaction toward change. Ppl just dun like change.
I think the reason is that the example for me to go is feel very far. As far as i might not able to reach that step. so it's actually more discouraging..
However now, i found a few ppl that are quite similiar with me and i can learn many thing from them. They're Jarren and Francis.

Therefore i'll set Jarren and Francis as learning target in certain aspects. OK!
THis was shall make the target closer so that can make the closer effects...
OK...
Now the time is midnite almost 1am. I gonna slp le... there are many things i wanted to write on le..
but i'm dead beat le, then tmr i hav to wake up early. Therefore, i slp.
Hahaaha....

01 August 07

Happy birthday to Susandi, my elder brother, birthday on 27 July...
Wish your business do well and wish your sons healthy..^^

Happy birthday to Hui Min whose birthday on 29 July...
I hope u can find a gud boyfren soon^^ and your happiness

Happy birthday to Serene Yeo Shu Wen whose birthday on 30 July...
YO yo yo, wish u always happy as always... from your uncle hamigua^^

Happy birthday to Gusrianto on today, my brother...
Wish you can hav a gud grade in study, and wish u can do wat u want.. but dun always modify the motor -_-"

Happy birthday to 洪诗婷 whose birthday on 2 August...
Long time no see, hope u well. Wish u happy birthday and get some weight!!^^

For all those whose birthday i didnt post in, i'm sorry bout that...
Haha... huff, quite a number of ppl birthday within these few weeks..
Dunno wat to prepare le.. hais..

Well, now i hav calm myself down.. And now i have more clear about the situation and enviroment and my emotion now...
However, when i'm ready to get on to the business, EXAM coming T.T
All rite, coming task is BL project finalization, IMEC project, Macro 2nd test, Bridging Math EXAM!!><, after that IMEC, Macro and BL EXAM start on 27 August 2007!!! my gosh.. Haih,,, rush rush.. Better take care my body so that i wont fall ill.. for that reason, i hav trying to get some time to do some exercise or sport. Today, around 6pm, i did run a few rounds with my housemate, Rinto at downstairs... He ran 3 rounds, and i did 2. After a short rest, we walk to 16th floors by stairs... Hah hah hah... Run out of breath,,,, but quite fun,... at least get some exercise le... will make my body balanced...i thk.. Ok, tmr task is,

1. hav IMEC class,
2. prepare BL presentation slides, and
3. do IMEC projects!!!
   

All rite.. GO 4 IT!

Oh ya, i said that i would want to improve my skills in many aspects. As for now, i'm going to improve my relation and influence skills. I'm reading How to wins friends and influence people by Dale Carniage. Hope that i can get the skills to almost perfect... Gud luck 4 me^^

Gud nite