04 August 2007

Today, saturday...
Our lesson is IMEC.. A quite interesting and quite stressful subject..
In class, i did keep drowsy.. and a few times drop off my head... However the lecture seems just lemme go.. or he is just heck care as long as never disturbed others...
YEsterday, i did actaully spend a whole noon to do IMEC project. However until 6pm, i still didnt write a thing... Hais,,, STRESS AH!! HOW!!

Yesterday actaully went to Elken gathering with Jarren at nite and the nite Jarren stay in my home. Yesterday was more focus to celebrating, so the it was very merry.. Everytime i go there, i never fail to learn something or remind me something,...

Today, i was so deadly beat as last nite we had rest at bout 3am... then wake up bout 7.30.. Ohh, i was planning after skul, go home and hav a nice rest.. then miss out the badminton which i really like to go.. but for some reason... ...

Today is really an inspiring day...
Harianto come to my house.. so that i cant have proper rest today and also cant do project or study... so i tot i hav wasted my time... But, after i saw the background picture of his laptop.
It really shock me, it was their classmates pic. I was very amazed by them especially the person who organized it. After that, i visit their blogspot. and it really really amazed me...
That person it none than other, Francis Lim Wei...
He was a person in class B whom i met and i always admire his character. BUt this impression is greatly boosted by wat i see.. HE can make it like that....

B4 and b4, i had read many books... I have learn that i can get wat i want if i follow a certain kind of ppl and follow their mindset and their behavior(correct one).
However so long time i always take some ppl as example for me to follow. But i always cant find the real motivation to improve. I can see that from the way until now i hav been improve and growing. But these improvement and development are so small...
Becos everytime i learn new things or i had improvement, i'll switch back to previous behavior or pattern.
And this is just normal reaction toward change. Ppl just dun like change.
I think the reason is that the example for me to go is feel very far. As far as i might not able to reach that step. so it's actually more discouraging..
However now, i found a few ppl that are quite similiar with me and i can learn many thing from them. They're Jarren and Francis.

Therefore i'll set Jarren and Francis as learning target in certain aspects. OK!
THis was shall make the target closer so that can make the closer effects...
OK...
Now the time is midnite almost 1am. I gonna slp le... there are many things i wanted to write on le..
but i'm dead beat le, then tmr i hav to wake up early. Therefore, i slp.
Hahaaha....