Rational VS Emotional

Oh, this is the boss of Thai Express!! oh man, He is GOOD!!

We all hav rational thinkin and emotional in decision making. For some people, they are just more to rational thinking of decision making.. These people seems to be more calm, and dependable. On the other side, emotional decision making people are tend to be rash, they tend to make decision based on their how they feel. I think there is no right or wrong for both type. It all depend on the situation.

There are times when our emotional and rational being crashed out. I'm the situation now.

In rational thinking, i feel all alright. But in emotionally, i just dun balance. So basically i also wat went wrong. I begin lost concentration in class. I know that some training(elken) are goods and that's wat i want, but somehow i jus dun get the real reason that i should go.
So now, i'm in adjusting. I'm trying to find out, how should i really "live" these degree study period. Mayb i just not used to it. From start UOL, i almost always having lunch myself so sometimes i even skip meals... Haish... How to gain weight if like this..! I miss DMS times. Let's imagi we can go back.

There are some points that kept me from doin what i want : Fear, Failure, problems, Discouragent, change.

I believe every1 hav their own fear. And i hav my own fear as well. But wat we really need to fear is the fear itself. Fear, how we face the fear is more important. I have several fear that quite disturb me. I fear to let ppl hate me, i fear ppl will look down on me(depend on who), i fear the lonly feeling, i fear to let how i feel. I fear being rejected. I fear to feeling down, i Fear feeling no use, n I FEAR being put aside... i fear being .....

There is no point carrying your past and keep having your future cover your present. There wont be future if you cant even see your present...