I miss home

I remember when i first come Sg for study, some people ask me if i would miss home. At that time, my answer was NO, i wont. Well, i remember when i answer that i was thinking, come on, i'm a guy, nt a gal, dun ask me this kind of question. 

Rite now, well, i have to admit, i do miss my home, my parents, my brothers, my sister, and now my nephews :)

Sometimes, it's our bad habit to hide our feelings. I donno, mayb unconsciously i was thinking, if i show my feeling, i show my weaknesses. I'm weak. or i'm just to shy. But as time goes by, i realise that i'm also just human. I have feelings, i have emotions. No need to hide all these. 

Just now, a moment b4 calling home, i cried. Do not what i was i feeling, but i jus cry. Mayb becos of the stress of the exam, or mayb missing my home, or too tired, or just feeling relax..

After crying, i feel a relief, and just take a bath b4 calling home. 

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