Saturday, again today is OTQM. Even it is an interesting subject but keep havin this subject can make me bored also...
An interesting for me is that Zhi Gang told me he got 2 OM textbooks for no reason from the lecturers, it make me puzzled...
Today i'm a bit suprised that Diana is come and sit with me.. But it is all rite with me..
As i wait Anqi to come, Yunita also come n sit beside me, there goes my chance to sit with Anqi..^^
Today i feel the loniless again n again,..
In the class and even after class..
After finish the class, Jez and Anqi said wanna go "jalan2", and i glad they invite me along..
We start from SIM bus stop, from there keep trying to talk with them..
But today my mouth like been sewed, i cant bring on any topic to talk with them..
We went to Orchad, n meet up with Pandi 1st and wait for Rinto..
After a while walking, we went to eat Ayam Penyet.
When finish eating, we meet up with Jemmy, Efendi, Herman, and Teddy.
Today i'm quite happy as i see them play so happily..
I wanna look very happy, but i just cant bring myself like that.
I feel terrible, i feel jealous.
I feel keep being ignored by them, even i shout they still ignore me.
HUUUUuuuuHH..!!!
I think i really addicted to her more deeply now, she can even swing my mood so easily.
Hmm, wat should i do??
Just now a lot of thing flash over my mind.. Am i really jealous??
Am i jealous with RintO?
Very strange, i always feel constrained whenever (especially) Rinto and Jemmy around.
Just now i feel very constrained when Rinto and Jemmy around, plus again with the present of Anqi, i feel more constrained. I cant being myself, i can let off and play as usual le..
AAhh, stupid of me, i should can control the feeling ma..
Hope can goin again....
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