Now at this moment where most ppl hav already slept, i still cant sleep..
Hmm, i think of many things..
Just now went to Aljunied as usual to attend meeting.
Sure enough, everytime i go, i'll hav some improve, i learn something.
After learn, i just need to apply now..
Hmm, 1stly i would think again bout the person i'm missing now..
I realise that my emotion can easily swayed just by her..
I hav learn bout our emotion actually can be controlled by ourself, but when i meet her, i can only say i'm not good enough to control my emotion.
This person can make my day better also can make my day worse.
What should i do? I hav told her bout my feeling, and rejected by her, yet i cant give up on her...
T.T wat can i do? How should i do??
The 2nd thing i would think is my parents. I would everyday remind myself that i living now not for me alone. For my parents who hav raised my until now, i want to do someting for them, but as i'm lazy, i keep disappointed them. Now i wanted to create something that can make them proud of me, in here, in Elken...
Now as for myself, i like to improve myself. By reading, watching or asking.
However, up until now, i know i still hav lots to do, cos i hav read so much but i haven really applied all of them.
Today i learn a word :"不怕慢，只怕站！！
means dun fear late, just fear stand...
Dun mind u come late or not, just fear u stand and never move.
If u just stand n never move your will never reach!!
Ok, time to study a bit..
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