Hard to explain

Huh, just wake up.. today is 1st day i sleep fully 8 hours...
last nite after back from skul(not finish) directly went to bed...
Yesterday was full of confusion....
I wake up at 6am... blank blank till 8am.. then go to harbour front.. to fetch my dad...
Haih, still hang in my mind whether i should continue or not...
today i hav to make decision.. no compromise... s***

Now the song "hurt" hanging in my mind.. Hurt, Baby why would u hurt me so long..
It was a hurt feeling... when u talk a joke with a person( a person u care), but that person walk away and laugh with another person(ur best fren) and left u alone.. plus again say something hurtful, even if that person is not intentionally la..
Hoh, feel so heavy, feel wanna skip class again.. why... these two days been feeling so down..
Hurt + Confusion = SAD + Depression, make me didnt do anything

haha, but impossible for me to stay in this state too long...


Ok la, better watch DVD(the Secret)..(ops forgot i still got JEz job haven done..)