Friday, 13 April 2007

Huh, i cant truly open myself

Hmmm, the very first post..
Actually i hav already post some blogs things in other places..
Now i start this blog again..
And i assure this blog gonna hav my truest information.
My true story. I always feel very sad to ppl around me cos they like to feel that i dun believe them. It is not that i dun believ them, i just cant tell u my feeling.

I found out that i hav a very terrible weakness..
No one perfect, that is true, but this mayb a very simple problem for other but not for me.
Many times, i unconsciously feel into my own world.
I can think in my own world very deeply even if my frens around me keep making sound merry around. I wanna apologize as i'm not "sengaja". everyone hav problem, and i hav mine too.
I also like to share my problems to you(frens). But i just cant talk out so easily, i keep hav a feeling that if i tell out my problems, not matter wat kind of problems, whether serious or not, they will make me a fool, make it as a JOKE, for me it is a VERY biG 侮辱。

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